Atul k

皆さん、今日は！！
これから日本語で書きたい。。
１０年５月７日、私たちの卒業式だった。普通に、この時期にみんなうれしくてよく楽しんでいるという。けれでも、今回、私たちの卒業式ではみんなうれしくもなく楽しむもなくしてしまった。。。それはなぜでしょうか。。
よく分からないけど、なぜならば差別のせいということである。それは何でしょうか。。差別というとはさまざまな理由からである。例えば、地方によって学生たちの地位が分かっている。そして、性別もある。。だから、そんなことはひどくなってきた。そのようなさまざまな問題がある。
授業のみんなはいろいろ考えて、その卒業式を排斥した。けれでも、みんなといえばいうほど過半数だけである。すくなくないとも、７人だけ出席した。私も出席したが、このイベントがとてもつまらなかった。私の出席することが３年前決めされていた。というと、私は本当に出席したかった。この３年には私もいろいろな言えない可笑しい経験をもらった。。。日本語を諦めるようなことを毎日経験した。けれでも、毎日毎日批判されても諦めなかった。私は今後、もっと凄く強い人になると思う。この卒業式で先生の方々に「ご親切にはお礼の申しようもありません」、そして、「いろいろ教えていただいて、どうもありがとう　ございます」ということだけいった。このスピーチに「私は良く勉強しなかった、けれでも、ライフレッスンを良く学んだ」ということも発表した。
そして、卒業式は短期間に終わって、私は先生方と少しずつ話して帰った。
　　この卒業式ではかなしいもなかった、嬉しいもなかったそう思う。ほかの出席した人もいろいろ話して個人的に先生方に良くお礼を申し上げた。やっと、この退屈的な卒業式が終わった。安心して帰って、ほかの欠席した人にもPSR で会った。

oh gracious lord…one more valentine day passed in oblivion..it seems like you are waiting for some express train that has got stuck somewhere..

wait a minute..do i really want one..i do not know that. but this year i liked to see people happy with their better half. some of my friends were wishing each other happy valentine’s day and some of them were cursing for the exam that was on the following day. the people who were engaged were happy and wished good for their friends..whereas people who are not engaged were raving about their independence…but i know deep down most of the people would have liked to trade places

THIS IS A GOOD DAY … at least you have a reason to be happy…you search for a reason to be happy…
most people have their own set of dreams and expectations as to what they want in their partner..he or she should be handsome or beautiful, rich, refined, well mannered, caring…but as per i think, this is too much to ask..as if you are asking god or goddess to make love to you. no one  is perfect! but still people hope to find the perfect one…Personally i dread this. i some times think i’m a no one because i’m not very handsome not very rich not brilliant in my field…that makes me an absolutely undesirable element in the cupid’s blind world ..AND THAT’S WHY I’ve never tried to grab the attention of the fair sex..
I know I may be wrong…but I’M NOT…because people compromise to find their partner. and once they are with their sweet hearts, after the initial passion is over they start to find what is wrong in their personality..that is sad..I do not want to be the compromise package for anyone on either side..that’s why i see them and i comment and still hope to find someone who thinks I’m worthwhile still with all my imperfections and also in the mean time I’m convincing myself..”just know this fact that no is perfect”…this will take time…

but anyway have a perfect valentine day and month all you people out there.. god bless all

lets start a new life..a life of vibrancy, change, quality, helpfulness, love, equality, brotherhood and care for all those who are less fortunate or who needs us in this new decade…may God bless all and everyone realise their true potential in this golden decade..and hope that everything turns out good from hereafter.
happy new decade to all!

毎日、毎日待っていた；なんとなく思い出したことにも会った。。
だけど、好きなのか分らなくても
本当にそうだと思う。。

this Wednesday a friend recommended me to watch this movie, rather in a lighter tone..i caught hold of the stuff and had peek the next day…lo and behold..i had never such a scandalous stuff in my whole life in the name of a movie that is supposed to be of some class even if they are showing adult content.
yes, it is a japanese film made back in 1976. but story of the plot corresponds to that of 1930s. the main characters are engaged in their sexual behaviour from the first scene itself. it can be termed as a pornographic stuff to the core. i couldn’t get if they were trying to show their sexual revolution that was taking place in japan in the 30s or i do no wat to say…since japan is such wonderful country that has preserved its culture along with development since it started its modernization.
nothing more to say than movie was just a pornography stuffed in the japanese kimono.. its a thumbs down!!

now, monday onwards classes will start and this this is going to be very hectic…all the strict treachers are going to take our classes. and tell you this time its breaking traditons from letting the boys have some fun in their final year…but hopefully we’ll take it all with a smile and break the jinx!

after all the hue and cry made by the left over the Indo-US nuclear deal, the parliament has finally gave its verdict in the favour of the UPA government, rather it must said to the PM, Dr. Manmohan Singh. the deal was long due to be completed but only due to ideologically driven left it was in the cold baggage.

the prime minister was getting jittery because there was nothing path breaking done by his government. the current infationary situation was all proving to be too much for the saint PM. being in the seat of power just for sake of warming the chair does not make any sense. the decision to go for the deal is  a correct one. the  prime minister must be given credit for his effort all these years.

the opposition of the left is just a one point agenda. it says that india’s sovereignity is in danger. it’s independence is in danger and the foreign policy will be highjacked by the US. it is all too obivious to read the real intention of the left… and they are following the chinese  directions.

the BJP is opposing just because it thinks that India will not be able to conduct another nuclear blast. it also sounds very ludicurous. given that the BJP had itself started the dialogue process with Washington. i feel that BJP feels that it missed the chance to get the credit for this kind of incredible and mammoth landmark deal with the USA.

the left is  rattled by its own game plan turning on its head. it expelled its veteran leader Somnath is testimony to the fact. now they are also dubbed cumunal by standing with BJP and Mayawati.

in this whole tamasha that had been officially orchestrated by the left, had taken the price only from its perpetrators. the only winner is the congress… and perhaps the SP in the hindsight. but that remains to be seen..

and india steam rolls in the powercenter of nuclear club…

the last two months were spent in my home town…rather i should say in my own home.

away from mobile, internet and other communication devices. the days were spent in full

isolation from the outside world. the were spent with my dear mother and sisters.we gossiped all day and watched television serials.

i also went to my village after a gap of many years. people there asked about my whereabouts. it was fun and rejoiced much.

meanwhile i passed the first years and registered for the second year. from here its going to be a tough road. i have to work hard in coming semester very much and i’m upto it!

see you all very soon.