Atul k

皆さん、今日は！！
これから日本語で書きたい。。
１０年５月７日、私たちの卒業式だった。普通に、この時期にみんなうれしくてよく楽しんでいるという。けれでも、今回、私たちの卒業式ではみんなうれしくもなく楽しむもなくしてしまった。。。それはなぜでしょうか。。
よく分からないけど、なぜならば差別のせいということである。それは何でしょうか。。差別というとはさまざまな理由からである。例えば、地方によって学生たちの地位が分かっている。そして、性別もある。。だから、そんなことはひどくなってきた。そのようなさまざまな問題がある。
授業のみんなはいろいろ考えて、その卒業式を排斥した。けれでも、みんなといえばいうほど過半数だけである。すくなくないとも、７人だけ出席した。私も出席したが、このイベントがとてもつまらなかった。私の出席することが３年前決めされていた。というと、私は本当に出席したかった。この３年には私もいろいろな言えない可笑しい経験をもらった。。。日本語を諦めるようなことを毎日経験した。けれでも、毎日毎日批判されても諦めなかった。私は今後、もっと凄く強い人になると思う。この卒業式で先生の方々に「ご親切にはお礼の申しようもありません」、そして、「いろいろ教えていただいて、どうもありがとう　ございます」ということだけいった。このスピーチに「私は良く勉強しなかった、けれでも、ライフレッスンを良く学んだ」ということも発表した。
そして、卒業式は短期間に終わって、私は先生方と少しずつ話して帰った。
　　この卒業式ではかなしいもなかった、嬉しいもなかったそう思う。ほかの出席した人もいろいろ話して個人的に先生方に良くお礼を申し上げた。やっと、この退屈的な卒業式が終わった。安心して帰って、ほかの欠席した人にもPSR で会った。

oh gracious lord…one more valentine day passed in oblivion..it seems like you are waiting for some express train that has got stuck somewhere..

wait a minute..do i really want one..i do not know that. but this year i liked to see people happy with their better half. some of my friends were wishing each other happy valentine’s day and some of them were cursing for the exam that was on the following day. the people who were engaged were happy and wished good for their friends..whereas people who are not engaged were raving about their independence…but i know deep down most of the people would have liked to trade places

THIS IS A GOOD DAY … at least you have a reason to be happy…you search for a reason to be happy…
most people have their own set of dreams and expectations as to what they want in their partner..he or she should be handsome or beautiful, rich, refined, well mannered, caring…but as per i think, this is too much to ask..as if you are asking god or goddess to make love to you. no one  is perfect! but still people hope to find the perfect one…Personally i dread this. i some times think i’m a no one because i’m not very handsome not very rich not brilliant in my field…that makes me an absolutely undesirable element in the cupid’s blind world ..AND THAT’S WHY I’ve never tried to grab the attention of the fair sex..
I know I may be wrong…but I’M NOT…because people compromise to find their partner. and once they are with their sweet hearts, after the initial passion is over they start to find what is wrong in their personality..that is sad..I do not want to be the compromise package for anyone on either side..that’s why i see them and i comment and still hope to find someone who thinks I’m worthwhile still with all my imperfections and also in the mean time I’m convincing myself..”just know this fact that no is perfect”…this will take time…

but anyway have a perfect valentine day and month all you people out there.. god bless all

lets start a new life..a life of vibrancy, change, quality, helpfulness, love, equality, brotherhood and care for all those who are less fortunate or who needs us in this new decade…may God bless all and everyone realise their true potential in this golden decade..and hope that everything turns out good from hereafter.
happy new decade to all!

毎日、毎日待っていた；なんとなく思い出したことにも会った。。
だけど、好きなのか分らなくても
本当にそうだと思う。。

this Wednesday a friend recommended me to watch this movie, rather in a lighter tone..i caught hold of the stuff and had peek the next day…lo and behold..i had never such a scandalous stuff in my whole life in the name of a movie that is supposed to be of some class even if they are showing adult content.
yes, it is a japanese film made back in 1976. but story of the plot corresponds to that of 1930s. the main characters are engaged in their sexual behaviour from the first scene itself. it can be termed as a pornographic stuff to the core. i couldn’t get if they were trying to show their sexual revolution that was taking place in japan in the 30s or i do no wat to say…since japan is such wonderful country that has preserved its culture along with development since it started its modernization.
nothing more to say than movie was just a pornography stuffed in the japanese kimono.. its a thumbs down!!

now, monday onwards classes will start and this this is going to be very hectic…all the strict treachers are going to take our classes. and tell you this time its breaking traditons from letting the boys have some fun in their final year…but hopefully we’ll take it all with a smile and break the jinx!

Today i accidently came across this message which is evergreen and very inspirational. hope every one likes it..i got it from the web page of one of my dear friend Prashant…

“He will have to learn. I know that all men are not just and all men are not true. But teach him also that for every scoundrel there is a hero; that for every selfish politician there is a dedicated leader. Teach him that for every enemy there is a friend. It will take him, I know, but teach him, if you can, that a dollar earned is of far more value than five found. Teach him to learn to lose and also to enjoy winning, steer him away from envy, if you can; teach him the secret of quiet laughter.
“Let him learn early that the bullies are the easiest to lick. Teach him, if you can the wonder of books but also give him quiet time to ponder the eternal mystery of birds in the sky, bees in the sun and flowers on a green hillside. In school, teach him it is far more honorable to fail than to cheat. Teach him to have faith in his own ideas, even if everyone tells him he is wrong. Teach him to be gentle with gentle people, and tough with the tough.
“Try to give my son the strength not to follow the crowd when everyone is getting on the band wagon. Teach him to listen to all men, but teach him also to filter all he hears on a screen of truth, and take only the good that comes through.
“Teach him, if you can, how to laugh when he is sad. Teach him there is no shame in tears. Teach him to scoff at cynics and to beware of too much sweetness. Teach him to sell his brawn and brain to the highest bidder, but never to put a price tag on his heart and soul. Teach him to close his ears to a howling mob and to stand and fight if he thinks he’s right.
“Treat him gently, but do not cuddle him, because only the test of fire makes fine steel. Let him have the courage to be impatient; let him have the patience to be brave. Teach him always to have sublime faith in himself, because then he will always have sublime faith in mankind.
“This is a big order, but see what you can do. He is such a fine little fellow, my son.”

The country is facing the worst ever crisis today.this crisis is fuelled by the likes of Raj Thakre and his uncle, the legend hatemonger, Bal Thakre. they are a pain to our culture and country.But rest of the society has been quite over this tragedy. Especially the media. they are maintaining a distance both from the perpetrators and the aggrieved society.this outrageous scandal is led by a cartel of media-persons and the politicians who think only selective interpretation of the events  for their own gain is only necessary.

everyone seems to be downplaying the events that has taken a massive toll on the independence of the citizens.the  Marathis who  hate outsiders in Mumbai may only be 2%, but their society has become communal by and large to great extent. Neither do they seem to be apologetic.the net is also full of comments from the Marathis, first they do regret the events that has taken place but they also blame the north indian for their adventurism in the marathi cpital and else where.So, in their light it is something they recognise with and so they are at the forefront in breaking the great nation called India. Not only that they have emerged as the mentally weakest race in India.they shun competition and become violent at races who are more competitive and productive in their own backyard.

as world citizens, we can now go every where and work everywhere. But not in Mumbai because that belongs to a race that thinks it to be its private property.they themselves do not know to manage it, is quiet another story.can Mumbai sustain without the its lexicons of people from different states that are glittering from there. alas not,… its leaders are few goondas and who claim themselves to be sons of the soil.

as election is in sight, these things might gain momentum and having media by its side these monsters will feed on the hapless citizens.